As I have finally stepped out of the misery hell in a cell I call school for the time being which practically means 3 weeks,there's much more ahead of me during these holidays.

First off,a massive sleep over party ( just without the chips and chicks LOL ) but just some quality time with some of the idiots I call "brothers". 

It's practically where them and me go all dorky and nerdy for a few nights just laying back 1000% being a couch potato (and hoping not to gain TOO MUCH weight) in the process...just reflecting back through life...which I doubt would happen because we have our gaming laptops with us so....well there it is,a totally gaming night where all the neighbours might want to move out or just call the cops on us.

Besides that,it's BLOGGING time. 

I'm gonna be straight forward to the point where I put a stand as I'm running low on ideas for a post....therefore restricting me from posting weekly. 

See,it's not easy managing a Blog when you have a phone that keeps showing you Clash Of Clans notifications about "Your base has been under attack by DoucheBag" and I go like " WHO DARES ENTER MY LAWN?!"

Other than that would be to think of what life really is all about. I mean,I enter an existential crisis mode where things just don't add up like 1,2,3 whereas it's more like 1,2,10.

I start reflecting upon my social life,my teenage life (which arguably might just be the exact same thing nuff said),school,getting over crushes and a stupid major exam which I don't really care about.

Our parents go on thinking that education is important.Yes,it is. But being too smart means you lose everything,while being too dumb means you gain nothing. So technically,I just need to read up and pay attention and not act like a robot all the time.

Typically, this elaborates what I have to say 

http://akirastory.com/2011/05/15/why-i-regret-getting-straight-a1-in-spm/

Another issue I'm facing is the future...where it could be a long walk there,or a simple road where you think it's easy but you just tumble.

Different people have different interests.You cant expect a person who wants to become a lawyer so badly tot take up medicine. That just won't work well,at all. Same goes to my case. I'm not the rich kid next door,and I don't brag about getting better stuff than my friend,though I can admit I want a new phone :/

So,not being the rich kid now means being a rich guy in the future. Yes it's possible,with hard work and determination doing the things that you LOVE to do. Just because my mums' friends are all doing well in oil and gas doesn't mean that I have to pick it up.

I'm not bloody interested in oil and gas. My mum keeps telling me that she supports me in everything I do,but that's a full sack of lying dog shit. Why? At one point of time she could be "Become whatever you want" and in a split second the situation could turn to "You'll never gain money that way"

I am the one in charge of my future,not my mum,my dad....anyone....but me. I don't give a flying f*ck if the things that I want to do doesn't make me Bill Gates,as long as I enjoy doing it. And if you're all not satisfied of this,then you can just forget me as your child as how I've forgotten you as my parents.

You see,my parents (current) aren't all that bad. They did a great job raising me up,to be a demon.What am I talking about? Well,you obviously don't flow with the current in the river well when you have rocks everywhere do you? Well same goes to me.

My dad is fine so I'm not gonna say anything about him. My mum can be nice sometimes,and other times become an ass.She doesn't really know the meaning of "respect" and "humility" and such so she could just blab out things that YOU don't want others to hear....such as 

" Your teeth is so yellow "

" You're so smelly"

" You have nen-nen (which means tits but she's too much of an idiot to get that into her head)"

And I FUCKING hate it.

She could just go out in public and say that I'm fucking fat and start grabbing me in the breast area (I'm not a girl btw....I'm a fucking guy) and she starts giggling like she's some sort of lesbian. Which I am damn sure now,that she is one. I don't want to explain more because I have the urge to punch a hole in my laptop and that might just make my grandma kill me...so yeah.....

She may be my mum,but she's the worst.....

SO, what kind of things am I interested in?

Well,being a guy it's nuff said......

*Just let the awkward silence sink in as you fade away into a magical world of pervertedness*

AND video games......yeah.......couch potato

I'm not all that into video games,just so as long as I'm holding technology or making people get entertained.

*Let another awkward silence sink in as more disgusting thoughts which are not true flow*

Entertained as in,singing or acting or such.

I've watched a bunch of "Draw My Life" videos from Caspar,Troye,Tyler,Dan,Phil,Joey,Alfie and many more and I noticed that they have something that I don't have. I don't mean the camera....which I don't have that as well

But they took up acting when they were in high school,and I'm pretty much doomed at this point because I really need to step up my game in college next year.

Being on YouTube is pretty cool. You get invited to VidCon,meet amazing people and having an awesome time. That hasn't happened to me,but I do have a YouTube channel which is REALLY crappy because all the stuff I post is totally random and off topic from one another,but this is my link if you want to check it out.

http://www.youtube.com/user/GREG0RY100

YouTube(ing) was an option,but even so,I don't really have much to YouTube about. Just fingers crossed and praise the Lord. Singing....YES ! I live for singing,and I sing all the time. Not gonna record for you because I don't have my mic with me at the moment (just trying to find lame excuses)

Acting..similar to YouTube(ing) but just being a co cast along with Will Smith,Emma Watson,James Franco or Jackie Chan would be a total dream come true.

But that kinda sums up on my holiday list for these three weeks which is just an existential crisis.

Other activities would be tuition,a little bit of homework,hangouts and a second time to Singapore!

So,I'll be at Universal Studios on June 11....see you there :D

To check out on what AWKWARD things I'm doing during the holidays, do follow me on

Twitter :  https://twitter.com/GregJSLow

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/GregJSLow?ref=tn_tnmn

Now for some videos which are sorta related to this whole Blog post ( or it's just me being al weird now ) but LOL these videos are funny !

WAYS TO SEDUCE MEN - NIGHTOWL CINEMATIC 

Last but not least, my fav song of the week

Oh and I'll also be working on a new Blog layout ! BUYEEE

Sometimes we tend to have thoughts on "Why am I this and why am I that". Agreed?

For me,thinking about why I'm on Earth living inside a pathetic family doesn't really matter because things cant change anything, I still hate my uncle no matter what they ( grandma and dad ) tell me of how much he's done for my family

Because after all,all he did to me is just made me angry every day because he can't stay home to eat dinner,heck I don't know if he has a table at home.

This caused me to argue with my dad,who's so protective over my uncle based on "respect"....so just suit himself. 

I can respect ANYONE, my crappy teachers, dad, mum, grandma, auntie, but not my uncle. I don't know,but I'm just tired of talking about him any more,and the Blog post is irrelevant to the main title.

So why am I on Blogger?

It all started in form 2 when my friend told me that he had a super crush on a girl in a smarter class. So I did some research and found out that she had a Blog. [ Deactivated ]

So I did some stalking and grasp on the concept of "Blogging" being as a profession,or maybe a hobby.

Perhaps I found it interesting on how you can just blab or rant about anything out on the Internet, hoping probably someone can relate to it and give you advice and make you feel better.

So I made my Blog. I don't remember what my website was called because it was deleted a few years back and I started this one from scratch later down the road.

I started off having no clue on how a good post should be like. In fact, this is my first post from this Blog, saves you time from scrolling through a lot !

http://gregjslow.blogspot.com/2013/05/the-treasures-of-rider.html

No format,no clue,no worries.

Then later on I found out about Naomi Neo...whom has technically been an inspiration to me. Heck I was fanning over her so badly I scribbled her name on my class table and had her picture as my wallpaper for a week. What can I say? She's hot,no doubt.

http://naomineo.blogspot.com/

She has a LOT of fans out there,technically because she's referred to as the "Ariana Grande of Singapore" which heck as hell,is a damn good nickname.

But let's continue

Fame is something that everyone wants. I want it too. So I went through at least a hundred different websites on how to create the "perfect" Blog post and design a Blog as well.

I went through about 20 different designs in a span of 3 days and it was frustrating. I even accidentally reset the whole design to go back to normal and that was horrible.

I don't see guy Bloggers out there,and in fact I'm the only Blogger in my school,maybe.

I rushed through Blog posts last year spanning one post per day,maybe because I was high on steroids and my brain could think faster than a normal human ( not really ).....and it turned out good.

I managed to get around 4 thousand people to follow me on Twitter in a short time.

Of course,my friends took a stand to say that all those Twitter accounts are fake. Well,I don't really have as much time as THEM to look through all the people who have followed me.

I thought Blogging was more of a hobby,till I found XiaXue and based on the success she was gaining through Blogging,made me more inspired to write stuff.

My mum busted me off Blogger and I deleted my whole website. But I didn't REALLY delete it so it was kind of all archived or such.

But I restarted everything, and had a great time doing this.

I met a few friends along the way who has Blogs of their own.

http://beingchad.wordpress.com/2012/11/14/hello-world/

http://jane-menn.blogspot.com/

Both of them are great friends,and good to hang out with.

I did question myself on the point that I spend too much time on Blogger. Well,I don't know.

There are MANY Bloggers out there,but the thing hat hit me was the amount of guy Bloggers out there,which I doubt is as many as girls.

I assume that Blogging is similar to just writing your own diary,except that this is shared throughout the whole world,unless you private all your stuff,which makes Blogging pointless.

Blogging also allows you to enter the realm of other people,where you get to feel their problems so if you were to be judgemental,you'd know what to say and what not to say.

Getting famous on Blogger is hard,really hard....unless you're a guy who has great abs and loves to show off or a girl who's seeking attention and starts posting semi nudes on their own website,which will lead to "fake" and "photoshop" rumour.

In my case,fame hasn't come to me,because I don't have HATERS! 

Funny as it seems,your fans doesn't make you be the top of the food chain,it's the HATERS,the people who envy over you....that do.

SO,in conclusion...I'm not famous and the reason why I'm on Blogger,is to just release some stress and learn about other peoples lives.

Love is a blissful thing.

It's the most majestic feeling in the world,the feeling of being loved and loving someone.

Things don't go too well when you're a teenager.

Often you'd tend to fall for someone too easily,and lose them too quick.

I tend to have those feelings

I won't deny that music is my girlfriend,but I obviously can't marry music,unless if my wife's name is "Music" then that's too creepy.

I never considered myself ever in love,even though this happened 

I'd be lying if I said that I never tried. I'd also be lying if I said that I tried.

Yes,studies come first,

BUT

How many of you agree to this?

You'd probably feel like killing your teacher....literally.

I'm not gonna lie that I don't like the girl that I've been trying to talk to for over 3 years.

Well it hasn't been that bad,as I've talked to her and exchanged phone number.

Sometimes when I think that it's better for me and her to just be close friends,something in me just tells me that I'm lying to myself,that puberty is being mean and heck yes......I'm in love.

TOTALLY NORMAL RIGHT?

[I have the urge to delete everything I just wrote]

I'm not so sure if I have admirers,because I'm not really that good looking.

Here's a pic

PS if you're being transported to a hospital right now for a serious case of heart attack,THAT DID NOT HAPPEN BECAUSE OF MY FABULOUS PIC!

But yeah,I don't consider myself hot,or handsome,or Prince Charming

ANYHOW,..... BRAGGING TIME

I've heard rumours that I'm a good singer in school,or perhaps they say that so they don't offend me :3

Well,yes I do practice my vocals every second of the day. Because my dream is to become someone in music,hopefully in a band.

But hey,chicks dig guys who can sing right? LOL *call me* 911 

Any way,back to my love story.

It's not easy to try not to talk to her when I want to yet I don't have a topic to talk about.

So she was sitting in front of me in tuition and she dropped her phone on the floor. She didn't notice it.

My friends saw it [those douchebags] and insisted ME on telling her that her phone fell down. Okay,I called her and told her about it and she said thanks. Perhaps I was blushing...maybe.....but hell.....my friends knows too much already!

It's nothing much,nothing big.

I don't really want to fall in love because it doesn't last when you're in high school. And you might just be clapping on one side of your hands.

So I'd prefer to wait till college then maybe I'll settle down. If my years of watching Chinese drama's and American movies doesn't work on getting a girl in college,I'd just quarantine myself up in my room.

Anyhow,I'm in a relationship with my phone at the moment,and I realize this post is going nowhere,mainly because I'm on Facebook and searching videos on YouTube at the same time,so I'm gonna stop here.

My week so far :

EXAMS

R.I.P