It's been 2 weeks....or it could be 3...I'm not even sure myself.

Any ways,I'm sorry to all my regular readers (if I even have any) //think positive. I've been really busy with life and school and future.

It's kind of hard to balance my hobby which is Blogging when I have so many weights pulling me down over and over. Life is a real pain. Firstly,I have my SPM ( O-levels ) which is a struggle because "it determines my whole future"....so yeah....it's kind of bad if I were to flunk the whole thing.

School....same reasons...SPM // Not to mention that senior year is going to be over,and I'm only starting to make use of it NOW . Why start now? It's kinda late. Well I guess I wasn't really confident with talking to other human beings...so I was kind of a loner. But every since I literally started Blogging and ll my friends frequently read it (I guess) and since I'm part of the "wanna-become-a-singer" group in the class....I have become more confident.

My current plans are to practice my vocals...then during the holidays I'll start learning an instrument...which is the keyboard that I have inside the box...collecting dust somewhere in my house. I don't want to get over myself....but I really wanna see myself win a Grammy some day.I'm sure we'd all love that,won't we?

Before I continue...Selamat Hari Merdeka to all Malaysians. I know it's tomorrow but I won't be Blogging tomorrow so might as well say it now. Not a fan of National Day....but I'm still proud to be Malaysian. Perhaps all this negativity on National Day comes from school,when my principal gathers everyone in the hall and starts talking things that I don't even understand. I'm totally not interested !

Any way,it's my exam week....and I guess a "lot" of pressure is building up. I'm totally not confident no matter how many times I try to tell myself to at least get 5A's.....which isn't including the Science subjects ( excluding Physics...I love Physics ) - still can't remember the 3 Laws Of Newton // genius !

PROM NIGHT !

I managed to get sponsors for some stuff for my prom by talking to my great-aunt....so that went well. I don't think I'm bringing anyone with me...probably I'll bring one of my bros....which means I'll be gay for the night. But either way,I just hope that prom night would be worth my time and money...fingers crossed ( there's no DJ ) so I'm gonna come up with my own music.

I had a huge row with my mum 2 weeks back when my god-brother (Justin) returned from Jakarta because my god-mother needed to get some letters or something. It was a Saturday morning,it was raining heavily. And there I was,at taekwondo training at this small alley at the back of my school. The rain made me sleepy,and to practise in such a small space,made me even more cranky.

My friend asked me if she could use my bag to store her hand phone and a book while the training is running,so I agreed. My mum showed up and took my bag,stating that it was "dangerous" to leave my bag there (I had my laptop in the bag), so I told her that she cant take my bag away. She told me not to be arrogant and other shit.....which made me real pissed. My friends cheered me up later.

So my mum fetched me home,I had a shower and off I went to meet Justin. My mum was talking how she "had to work like shit when she was my age to help her parents" and some other stuff. She's always pulling my leg,so not everything can be trusted,unless I talk to my grandma,who doesn't understand English.

It was a really big argument.....she calling me "stupid,useless,ungrateful,idiotic" so I told her straight to her face "Yeah,I'm a bitch..unlike you,Ms Perfect" . My mum told me not to use swear words or I've had it...but more rage came out " SHUT THE FUCK UP....YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME" - now get this,only a troubled child living in a shit house family has the rights to use these words....don't ever swear to your parents. It's not right :)

Apparently my mum then told my kaima (god-mother) (Justins' mum) about what happened and I had a small counselling session on the street in front of a restaurant in the middle of nowhere that night...where my kaima had me all to herself.

She told me that my mum is "like that" and I should "bear with it" - which is what my dad always say. Well,this shit is easier said than done. You try placing yourself in my situation...see if you can last a full day. And she (kaima) told me about my history....like...my whole past. I didn't expect it,and I wasn't ready to hear it. It was very heartbreaking.....very !! FML like....really

As much as awesome my life is now...having pretty much all I want,I can't help but to live in the past...where all my troubles were. I'm not a person who forgives and forgets...which goes to my uncle that I love-to-hate so much. He kind of screwed up my whole childhood and my grandma expects me to be grateful to the things he's done for me. Whatever.....

I mostly look at the dark side of people,probably because that's where I've been living at my whole life....the darkness. Sure I believe in God and I go to church....but I still live in darkness. It's not fear that is in me,it's fury....and it's not gonna stop growing. I'm like a time bomb,and one day,I'll blow up.

That pretty much sums up my 3 weeks of being idle from Blogger,which I'm truly sorry. Life is a roller coaster ride,and I don't have seatbelts on.

I don't know how long it's been since I last posted,I guess a week ago perhaps?

Anyways, my week has been quite average,with the same stuff that continues to cycle throughout my life.

So far I've had about 10 periods of free time this whole week in school,and of course....we all love it. I decided to take the time to make some friends,which I succeeded in doing. That's one good thing that happened to me.

The other thing is that I managed to find a way to get achievements in Steam without doing anything....literally.

If you don't know what Steam is,it's a gaming platform similar to Garena,only much better. I've been struggling to achieve some stuff on a game called Team Fortress,which is the most played on Steam even after 7 years since it's release.

Decided to search high and low on Google and managed to find a system to unlock all achievements without doing anything. 

First off,opening up the SAM zip file located in your downloads folder

Then this screen will pop up. Double click the game you wanna choose from

A new window will pop up,looking like this. On the taskbar on top,you can see 3 kind of lock pictures right? Click the right one...and click the Store button at the end of the right side where the X is.

You'll end up like this.

NOTE : It is a hack. Don't use it while you're in game. Make sure your status is in "Online" and not in a game,especially from Valve such as Team Fortress,Counter Strike,Left 4 Dead and so on. VAC bans are annoying to deal with.

That was a quick guide for gamers who just cant stand all day living with a blank account on Steam. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zf6Zi1H6LYc

My Friday so far,terrible. Just came back home from dinner. No complains. But what's with girls and cheap stuff? I went to buy ice cream and a lady with her daughter was standing in front of me,digging for some stupid sale coupons and I was standing there waiting for the Sun to melt or something like that. They took forever. 

Before all this,this afternoon I was forced by my mum to accompany her to a house under construction. Boring as fuck. One more stupid thing,my charging wire tends to not charge at times. I just bought it two weeks ago and here it is,acting like I bought it since King Tut died. My day couldn't get any worse.

Oh wait,it just did. Now that my dad's USB connector to the power supply doesn't seem to work,I have to use my USB connector for powering up the WiFi. Which means I have to charge my phone through my laptop. Which means my phone ain't charging at all. It's stupid shit.The battery is literally being drained by the second. Seriously....my day couldn't get any fucking worse. On Thursday it was acting all fine and such. Now it's being a whole bunch of horse shit.

I just don't know any more.My phone is also dying on me,having it's RAM burst out into 90% when there's nothing on and such. Cheap ass Samsung.

Somehow EVERYTHING seems to crash when I'm at my dad's house. Weird eh?

Anyways,sorry for being such an ass in this post. I'll get something more interesting to talk about.

We all have that one person,or people who inspires us to do many things. Of course,it has to be legal :P . In my case,it's Blogging. Of course,I'm not a pro at this shizz and I don't get any benefits from it except that I can feel comfortable in expressing myself to the whole world through media - not to get attention,but it's just easier for me this way. I'm not very sociable.

I'll just reminisce on November 2010 where I first joined Twitter for the fun of it - @GregJSLow and I didn't do much. Then I started to follow some people who I was fanboying like mad during those days such as Miranda Cosgrove , Owl City and The Ready Set. Justin Bieber was one of them,because his songs were pretty good during those old days. Now he's just crap as a human being and as an artist. But,everyone has haters....can't help it

There was a recommendation tab on who I should follow,and well......I followed Naomi Neo. I had no darn clue who she was but she was pretty and popular,having around 50K followers if I'm not wrong. I had no idea how she did it,but it was cool. So,being the desperate one,I tried to get more followers by spamming retweets on " Retweet For A Free Follow " searches through Twitter.

That got me around 300 Followers,with the cost of losing a LOT of friends during that process because I was spamming pretty much 24/7. 

Then, I found Naomi's Blog and decided to have a read. I don't remember what the topic was,but it was good,really good. She is able to make her life totally related to ours by a Blog post,and she has other cool stuff on her Blog too,like her LG G3 smartphone review,which is pretty rad.

I began reading her Blog almost everyday,depending on when a new post is updated,and it's quite interesting. But about 80% of her Blog are things that I can't understand because she's talking about beauty products and stuff....lol.

Then I became a crappy YouTuber - uploading a video entitled " Teddy Burglar " which has been removed due to embarrassment. If you haven't grasped about what it's about,it's just 14 year old me on a laptop,holding a Winnie The Pooh teddy bear and doing random stuff...which to my surprise got me 200+ views.....and a LOT of criticism.

Eventually I started exploring through the deepest realms of YouTube,discovering Tyler Oakley when he was just a normal person,now he's like a YouTube God....no joke. I also found PewDiePie when he barely had 1 million subscribers and many more. Then I decided to find more local YouTubers which lead me to find Jian Hao , NOC and JinnyBoyTV. 

Naomi appeared in a lot of their videos,and here's her latest video collaboration with JianHao entitled 

But I don't really care. I can do whatever I want,and I'm just gonna ignore these people. They can try all they want for me to notice them,but I just won't give a damn.

If I'm not wrong,these are the comments haters give to Naomi

• Cunt
• Slut
• Bitch
• Whore
• Pornstar
• Short
• Ugly
• Short

But come on guys, you try to picture yourself in her situation,or anyone's situation you're hating on. How'd you like it when people call you all those stuff. It hurts doesn't it. No matter how much you're used to it,it still offends you,believe me. So calm down guys, stop being jealous of people,because it makes you become a total dick. 

Sure, Naomi posts a few pictures showing her cleavage or her side boob once in a while,and boom.....haters gone viral. You're obviously jealous it's laughable. We're all human after all,respect each other. Don't be bitches.

Oh btw, read my previous post on the music I listen to the most.

http://gregjslow.blogspot.com/2014/07/quick-update-most-listened-to-tracks.html

Naomi's Blog : http://naomineo.blogspot.com/