It's that time of the year,the time of celebration,the time of reunion,and the time of ang pau XD

It's Chinese New Year,and I'm very excited about it.First of all,of course - the ang pau I'm getting.I'm so broke at the moment,that the word "poor" wouldn't even fit to describe me.

Second,reunion with my family members.I think it's time that I chat with my cousins because we seem like total strangers,only saying "Hi" to one another then going our separate ways.

Third,I'll have more things to update on my Blog :D

I've been struggling to actually come up with any posts starting from the first day of the year (I believe I posted something that day) until now.It's all due to school,and of course,I hate that.Majority of the things in my school might not even apply to my life as I'm finding a job in the future

Which means - something in the music industry or a graphic designer/game designer.

I get tons of homework per day,I'm starting to feel like a Singaporean student,and I know that the Singapore standard is tough.Salute to those who survived school in Singapore,and all the best for everyone else who's struggling with the stress the teacher puts on you and the additional tuition that your parents enrolled you into.

I was very curious on how Singapore is when I was a kid,and I really wanted to study there.

SO,my mum signed me up on a scholarship to Singapore right after I finished my year 6 in school.I'm not sure,but do you guys (Singaporeans) learn add maths when you're year 7?Because honestly I failed so badly during the examination,and I'm still here in a government school in Malaysia,not that I'm complaining,but I could really use massage chairs and air conditioning in the classrooms.

Other reasons why I'm struggling with my Blog posts would be the excessive anime schedule I put my eyes and brain up to.The instant I come back from school,I shower,eat then watch Yu Gi Oh for the whole day because it's that good,and I love Japanese stuff. P.S. - I'm part Japanese too ^.^

I'm sure you came across Yu Gi Oh when you were small,but if you didn't then it's okay.I'm just curious how your childhood was then :P

I assume it's gonna take a while,maybe even longer than a month,but I'm betting my time on it,so I hope my genes and my hair doesn't screw up my ultimate plans to end my school life.

Oh,not to mention,I wan't my hair dark red too :D 

I guess that sums up on my issues.

This week - lots of ang pau and money :D

and Robocop with my friends whom have not united for quite a while because 2 of us went separate ways.

Well,I hope you guys enjoy your holidays,and to the people who's celebrating Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai Ang Pau Gya Lai XD 

Enjoy yourselves :)

I think I might want to rethink my life a little bit.

Since last week,I've been petrified,paranoid and the many other big words that you might know in your vocabulary,my grammar isn't that fantastic

My mind has taken it's toll on me as in "who am I going to bring to prom" and surprisingly - prom is in 10-11 months.So why am I thinking of that now?I prefer the excuse of 'it releases me of stress' but it's pretty much harming me more,so I don't know ><

Anyways,I really should be more focused on my O-levels than dancing with a really hot girl at prom,but of course,I'd choose the latter.

But when it does come to schoolwork,it sucks the life out of me,literally.

Add maths is being a total dick,with all these log and antilog nonsense.I mean,when and where would I apply this nonsense in my life - I know that the IT department requires a little bit of this skill,but with all this 'plotting the graph' and finding the x,y,h and whatsoever,it really becomes ridiculous.

Taek won do is fantastic.It's exercise and I get to learn self defense.Guess I can start preparing myself to make awkward sounds like Bruce Lee does when he is in a fight.

But anyhow,I can't wait to complete training,even though my hands and legs will hurt like hell when I finish one session.

Other than that,my week has been hectic,school -> tuition -> activities -> church and a few more stuff.

But what's really disappointing is technically today.I went to school,a Saturday replacement school day,such a hardworking boy.Worst decision ever made.

Literally,Saturday school just means that 50-80% of the class would be absent,and it wouldn't be fair for the teachers to teach because many of the students will miss out on the lessons.So today,I didn't learn anything.

I made a fortress out of the chairs in the class room and went to sleep.It wasn't the most comfortable bed and the best decision I've made,but it was worth it because,sleeping in school + fortress of chairs + sleeping in a planking position in school,how gangster can this get?

I came home being all pissed off and moody and what not,of course,it's freaking natural ><

And I went for a dinner just now.

My mum was like "oh it's just gonna be you,me,your grandma and dad,it's a Chinese New Year family reunion" - yeah with like 0.1% of my whole family.

To my surprise,my mum's "best friend" and "sensei in Christianity" - Pastor Jerry showed up and it wasn't a pretty sight.I've had a really bad history with her,so seeing her is like seeing the teachers whom I hate most in school,in MY family reunion.Okay,you can invite outsides,but at least give me a heads up.

Food was okay I guess,I didn't eat much.I had a double cheeseburger and a filet o-fish for my late lunch,take away from McDonalds.I guess my stomach space has shrinked by about 30%,because now I feel like puking after taking two burgers,two fries,and two Milo's.

I had to throw one whole bag of chips away,no choice.There goes a little bit of my dads' invested money on my lunch.

But,now I'm gonna go back to my previous post,where I mentioned that it might be the last time I will post on my Blog.Well,I've decided to allocate time for studies,fun and Blogging by a fair ratio,so I can keep you guys updated on the nonsense that's going on during senior year,so that you younger readers can feel my pain and get a little heads up.

See you again next week :)

If you're wondering why I named this post "End Of An Era?" nope it's not about dinosaurs because you can just Google that - which if I were to be talking about them,I'd be taking 99% of the info from Google.

This post is probably one of my final posts if not THE final post - ever.

Why?

Well,I'm really busy with Year 11 work and it's hectic.Lots of homework,tuition and activities which takes up too much of my energy and I don't have reserves to actually type anything down on the keyboard - you understand what I'm saying?

Anyways,my week has been crazy of course,tuition and my activities.The good thing is that this week has 2 holidays,which means only 3 days of school.Though it's on a Tuesday and a Friday - not aligned,but it's better than nothing.One was for the Awal Muharam thing,I hope I spelled it corretly,and Thaipusam.

I watched Mandela - Long Walk To Freedom yesterday and it was the most touching thing I've ever seen since.....ever. (I guess technically Hachiko was touching,because I did cry)

I don't really have to tell you Mandela's story do I?You can just Google :P

Last night was cell group.And it was fun,like always.Cell group literally completes my week because I get to spend some quality time with my friends and get to know God better,which is something I've been too busy to even think of.So it's like a good time to worship Him and praise Him for what he's given me through the week and weeks to come. ^.^

Today,taek won do.Yes,it's tough,especially with the horse riding stance thingi.Not easy,and I think I need replacement robotic legs now because it hurts like crazy!!

Some random cat pictures my uncle sent me through Whatsapp

Bruce Lee the 2nd in the making,sort of :3

Well,my week is done.Technically I'm watching Lone Survivor tomorrow,and it's PG 18 - whatever.I'm gonna enjoy some gory shooting scenes haha

Hope you guys have a great week and Happy Chinese New Year to whoever is celebrating :D

Like I said before,I'm only updating once a week,which means you'll only get the best f what's happened,and not random mumbo jumbo that I normally hallucinate upon into my posts,if you know what I mean.

This week has been hectic,because it's the start of all my curricular activities,which is just crazy!

My schedule goes pretty much like this

Monday: School -> Lunch ->Nap -> Homework -> Dinner -> TV -> Sleep

Tuesday: School -> Lunch ->Nap -> Homework ->Dinner -> TV -> Sleep

Wednesday: School -> Lunch -> Computer Class -> 3 hour tuition -> Dinner -> Homework -> Sleep

Thursday: School ->Lunch -> 3 hour tuition -> Dinner -> Homework + church (depends) -> Sleep

Friday: School -> Lunch ->Bowling ->Dinner -> Cell group ->Sleep

Saturday: Taekwondo ->Lunch -> Dad's house

Sunday : Church ->Lunch -> Movies

and the cycle repeats itself.

Okay,fast forwarding to Wednesday. After school,rushed back to eat,shower and change only to go back to school for computer class.Volunteered myself for "Frog Admin" which means I get to control the school's database or some awesome shizz like that.Then straight to tuition.

After tuition,everyone left except for me and yo-know-who. So I just started a conversation with her (a normal one face to face) lol - and we were just discussing about our favorite movies.When my mum came,she asked if that was her and she started blushing or something idk.

Fast forwarding to Friday,dissecting frog day.I received my frog on Thursday.It was more of a toad than a frog,but I made a really good bond with it within 2 hours after I received it.

I named him "Fred" because it sounds like "frog" but my best friend named him "Fishy" so I went with that instead,even though it's not a fish

From the very first break up which my girlfriend (I guess) 2 years back messaging me that things aren't working out to other awkward experiences that I shall not have any flashbacks on anymore,life took a toll on me.

I thought those experiences had made me stronger and wiser, but in reality, I just didn't know how to love anymore. I thought wow! This is great, I date girls and if it’s not working out, I’ll just discard and get a new one (playboy). And soon I’ll find the One! Happy. However, I wasn't getting anywhere with anyone. I learnt that I could not find love by being guarded, cynical and selfish.

You see, love will never be perfect. It isn't a fairy tale or story book. You get love by facing challenges, taking chances and opening your heart to someone even though there’s no guarantee that it will not hurt.

You must forgive the disappointments of the past. If you're unforgiving, you pay the price by bringing distrust and bitterness into every relationship and new experience. Know that you are not alone, and everyone has been hurt from falling in love before. It is part of the journey.And the journey is hell a lot painful,bear with it for everlasting love.

Painful experiences are not fun. But you have to take the bad with the good. Think back to every relationship you've had that failed. Wasn't it great having those butterflies in your tummy when you first found yourself falling in love? Remember the times she/he said or did something that made your heart want to explode with happiness? Try to remember the positives about that relationship,long or short.

Finding the right person takes a lot of effort and brings some pain along the way but the disappointments do stop hurting eventually, you just have to let it run its course. Now when I think back to my past, I think all my failures in love was so worth it. Well worth the countless magical experiences I've had,which I would say,it's kinda awkward if I recall.

The best way to live life is to love like it’s your first time and just keep taking those risks. Yes, it’s hard,it will always be, but that guard has to come down if you want to find love. Being bullet proof feels safe, and it doesn't hurt. But if you remain bullet proof, how will you find love ever again? 

So just learn from mistakes,make them your advantages and just go for it.Not all relationships lasts forever,because that's just how life goes on by.But,if you're strong,you will find the One,and you'll be happy,really happy.

Happy New Year peeps!

It's the 1st of January 2014 and it has been a great day for me!

First off,I managed to enjoy my last day of holidays by going to Mid Valley after not being there since forever.

I also managed to get my hands on these 

Those are 5 of the 11 booster packs that I managed to get for Vanguard (Link Joker)

I finally found the latest Diary of a Wimpy Kid book and I can't wait to read it,though I didn't finish reading Mockingjay yet.

My own personal card holder,or bag.

I ended this fun day by watching Jackie Chan's latest movie - Police Story 2013 in Gold Class and man,it was fantastic.

The seats are adjustable,from a sitting position to a sleeping position.And you have a button to call for service which is awesome!

Me daddy :3

There are only like 20 seats available for bookings and it ain't cheap.So I did have a really cozy day with the blankets and the air conditioner blasting ice all around.Yup,it was pretty cold.Even my hot dog turned into a cold dog after entering the room for 2 minutes.

Not to forget that my Sprite drink lost it's fuzziness after a while too.