So my dad just texted me stating that I remove some words from my previous Blog update, which I already did. You happy now ?!

I've lost all respect for a lot of people, and I pretty much trust no one as I once trusted in a lot of things, but it tends to hit me back so hard with a " You're stupid for trusting " thing.

You can say all that you want. When I'm pissed I'll say and do anything. That's just how I am since I've been growing up in a surrounding of torture and people not giving shit about me. True my mum raised me up and stuff which I am grateful, but she also messed up my life to the point of no return.

About my eye problem (which was in the previous post) the only reason why I said what I said was because the pain was bloody painful. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BLOODY PAINFUL IT WAS, and all my grandma could say was " it's nothing " . 

Look for starters, I don't sleep. The reason I stay up late is because that's when I get my own private time, with no one talking but the TV turned on to my favorite channels. If you got a problem with that, confront me.

My mum could say I'm an ungrateful kid and my dad could just keep all the things he wants to say to me in his heart, but that's who I am, deal with it.

Ever wonder why the kids who are happy are happy ? It's because they have both of their parents with them and everything about their life isn't / wasn't a lie.

I pretty much grew up without my dad. A dads' responsibility is to teach his kid(s) how to be respectful and be responsible and other things. My mum never respected me, in fact she's humiliated me so many times that I lost count, and if I were to convert those humiliations to a dollar , I'd be able to buy Microsoft easy.

My whole life has also been a lie as well. See I'm NOT their children (my current parents) , which I already am over that stupid fact. But when I tried to ask them about my REAL life, they couldn't answer ! Why? What's so hard? You don't want my feelings to get hurt or something?

My feelings got torn apart when I found out exactly who I am when the truth didn't come from any of my family members but my god brothers' mum. Messed up huh?

My dad doesn't know HALF the things I've been through. Sometimes it's not very funny when my dad and/or grandma states that " I know my mum better than they do ". Because as a fact I do, and I don't like it.

And I say it again, I removed those words.

To hell with life.

Edit : I removed the whole post so no one can complain about it .

Oh and note another thing, I removed a LOT of cussing in this post , again , so no one can complain about it.

Each year, everyone makes tons of resolutions hoping to achieve all of them before the year ends. Once again, I failed my goals, as usual.

Now that there are tons of resolutions I'm personally trying to achieve without getting out of my comfort zone, which probably would never be accomplished without putting some extra effort into it.

2014 was an okay year for me. I headed to Jakarta in March to hang out with my god brother and to meet his friends whom are really nice people. A few months later, I headed to Singapore for a second round of Universal Studios.

Moving on, I managed to snag myself tickets for Kurt Hugo Schneider and Sam Tsui's concert, which was pretty much the best night ever. I missed Alex Goot and Against The Current's concert, but that didn't rally matter because I was close to my exams so I couldn't go anyways. 

Last month I went to Melbourne for a week, tons of exploring and taking great photos.

I also got my second smartphone which is basically the "latest" model from Samsung - Note 4. The phone itself is amazing with a really great display and the camera pixel resolution is heavenly. Right after I came back from Melbourne I managed to get  Nintendo 3DS XL to play Pokemon Alpha Sapphire and Omega Ruby. Yes, I did manage to get both games ! All thanks to my dad of course for getting me these things.

Right now I don't have to bother deleting all my music and videos that I don't watch as I managed to get a 32 GB memory card for my phone, which was previously a 16 GB. So it's a huge upgrade which I can store all my nonsense in my iTunes, which is basically a thousand songs I believe.

I hit 18 this year which means I'm "responsible" for all my nonsense by myself, which just means that I can start earning from Blogging nonsense once in a while. I'm not the best Blogger and my content isn't really that good, but a few views from each post can / could get me something. 

Last month I believe, I posted on my Blog about if I'm gay or not, which I'm not, and I'm happy about it. During that time I was thinking about tons of nonsense, to Coming Out videos from Connor Franta, so I decided to test myself out without a video posted up anywhere, as I don't have the resources to produce a good quality video. Sorry about that.

The year 2014 was also when I set my goals to make music, which included tons of weird music that I dubbed into chipmunks.

My music : https://www.dropbox.com/home/Chipmunk(ed)%20Songs

To those who know me a lot, I really love singing. So I've been practicing for the whole 2014 and I'm not gonna brag, but I THINK I sound okay :/

I visited my college campus and I found their sound recording room, which is probably the room I'm gonna be spending a lot of time in this year once I start college in March.

Which reminds me, I'm headed for Ed Sheeran's concert in March, which I'm so psyched about !!

Last year on the last day of December I confessed to someone that I liked her and she was cool with it and all. The relationship is quite complicated atm, and I'm not gonna put it up here.

While I was on the plane for 7 hours headed to Melbourne and back here, I was watching Vampire Diaries the whole time on a Samsung Tab that my dad rented for entertainment throughout the flight, which made me addicted and I have the whole Vampire Diaries show on my laptop, which I have yet to watch.

I kinda hope that I get to learn an instrument before I start to work, because I could really use the talent. If you like music so much, why not make music? Am I right?

I'm not good looking (or maybe that's just me rejecting my own existence) - but I gave my life for music, so hopefully I get to conquer my fear of stage fright and start using what I've been practicing for to good use, vocals. I can sing during youth service, but I want a crowd. :3

My main thing on my bucket list this year is basically to get my ass up and do some exercise.....which I might do or might not. This is the problem when you're really lazy to do anything.

Happy New Year if I haven't posted it up yet, even though the new year was 17 days ago. Sorry not sorry.

Recently I've been really busy with a lot of things which mainly revolves around the circuit of life.

First off, I got enrolled to driving school. I was really nervous for the first day, but turned out that the nervousness wasn't even 1% necessary. What happened was I was just asked to sit in a classroom for 6 hours straight and listen to this tutor ramble about stuff non-relevant to driving at all. It was so boring a few people went to sleep, while I just played with my games on my phone.

That was 2 weeks ago. Recently this past Monday I went for the "undang" test which is a objective exam consisting of 50 questions divided into 3 sections, one for eyesight tests and the others for basic road and signs knowledge. After completing the eyesight test and halfway through the road signs parts, I realized that the questions were really simple and need not panic at all.

But I failed, by two points. The passing is 42/50 but I gained 40/50 , which means that I would have to repeat the exam again, which would be this Monday, which is in 2 days after this Blog post comes out on the Internet.

I'm currently in my grandma's house which has serious flaws....which started recently. First off, the Internet sucks ass as usual, constantly disconnecting and what not. Secondly, the power supply has been cut off because of the worthless TNB (Tenaga Nasional Berhad) which means National Power Supply. Nothing seems to work anymore in this God damn country, Malaysia.

I don't understand why people would even want to come to this country to stay or do business. It's the worst country in the world that's all I have to say.

Recently a K-Pop group came over here for a performance and a lot of people went (of course, they're Korean) - why not. Anyway, a few Muslim girls went up to stage and the Korean guys started holding their hands and all, and as usual the girl screams everywhere.

Later the NGO's said that the girls were being molested and all sorts of bullshit and some website even stated that the "K" in "K-Pop" means "Kristian" - Christian Pop.

No one even understands a damn word of K-Pop so don't go out there making stupid worthless assumptions of shit.

Another case is that a girl was prohibited from entering the class in school because she was wearing "baju kurung" which apparently now is only legit for Malay girls or something. Don't be fucking racist please.

2014 may be a great year for some, but a tragic year for many as well. 

As we all know, around in March if I'm not wrong, flight MH 370 went missing from radar, rumors assuming it crashed in the Indian ocean, but yet there's no proof to support the statement.

A few months later, flight MH17 was shot down while flying above Ukraine with a missile. The plane's debris were found , everyone dead.

Now, flight QZ8501 - went missing but now found with 40 bodies identified. The victims families are now supposed to identify the bodies. I can't imagine how horrific it would be.

Now , take those 3 numbers [ 370 + 17 + 8501 ] and you'll get a very strange number : 8888.

Basically to pick out 3 totally random numbers, regardless from where - let it be a lucky draw box or anything, it's quite hard to piece out 2 identical numbers , what more 4 identical numbers.

Now we all know that the combo numbers "666" means hell, which is the Devil's signature number, but what about "8888" ?

"8" by itself would just mean another number in the number world that's after the number "7" and before the number "9".

But you then take the number "8" and turn it sideways and it becomes the symbol for infinity.

Now - "8888"

Like I said , the number "8" sideways is equal to the infinity symbol. "8888" - you change all four numbers to "11 11" and the results are symbolic for the Age Of Aquarius , which means the age where time seizes to exist.

So how does these two things connect ? 

In the year 2010 , the movie 2012 came out to freak everyone out that on the 21st of December 2012 . The digits sum up to 21/12/12 . It's an identical order. But, thankfully the day never came. I did some research and found out that Mayans worship a pineapple god, so we're pretty much okay.

If "8888" means the period where time seizes to exist and "8" sideways means infinity, that could just mean that somehow coincidentally it's a sign that the period where time no longer exists would be coming soon. In other words, desolation is coming.

For the US, there's a government plan that's official which prepares for the end of the world via a zombie apocalypse. 'CONPLAN 8888'

This government plan came out before all these 3 incidents with the planes happened, which means that the chances of it being a total coincidence isn't that easy to look up upon.

Could it be a sign of a zombie apocalypse ? Or could it be the sign that the period where time no longer seizes to exist is dawning upon us.

[ I'm thinking of theories like 100 theories per minute , so I'm basically talking nonsense at the moment ]

Scratch everything I said. Now - think of flight Berlin 8888. What if these 3 flights leads up to Berlin 8888 is the next possible target. What if a zombie apocalypse is coming. What if, the end of the world where time seizes to exist is dawning?

Mind fk.

So, I've been on the internet for a long time. A really long time. And being on the Internet a long time just means that I'll stumble upon weird things that just go viral for no reason because it's awkward or hilarious.

I found 2 of them, and I guess it's good to share.

SO, there is this all-boys school. And by being in an all-boys school means that you don't see females very often, same goes to all-girls school and they don't get to see guys that often. But considering that girls are all petite, and seductive and sexy as fk, boys tend to get their hormones raging when they find a really HOT girl in their school. Like this

Okay you don't actually see girls in bunny outfits like the one on top in school, literally ever...but you get what I mean. [ It's a good thumbnail picture anyways ]

But of course, Asian girls are flawless. Admit it. You want one. Unless you're a girl and you're reading this then you'd want an Asian boy. Admit it. You want one.

So, back to the main topic. The school decided to bring in an all-female Korean dance team to perform in their school, and if you watch a LOT of KPop you're sure to know that the girls have a very seductive and erotic dance routine. 

So of course, boys go raging.

Ass, ass, ass....shall I continue ?

HOLY FK SHE'S FLASHING HER ASS AT ME !!

I guess it's safe to say the guy in blue planned this whole thing. You sick bastard.

Um.....just think of something for this

Praise Asian girls.....

I'm quite surprised they didn't get jumped on and raped and such. Look at me thinking negative -_-

THIS IS DE BEST DAY OF ME LIFE !!!!!!!!!!

So yeah, that just happened.

To see the full article that I DIDN'T write and is much better.....

http://www.viralnova.com/dance-team/

If you're a guy I'll give you some time to finish off your "business" and if you're a girl....you may continue....unless you wanna see those GIFs again and .....idk

Second thing in my post today !

Recently another plane went missing. Tragic. 3 plane tragedies in a year, how awful can this year be?

I sincerely pray that everything is okay and that everyone who's on that flight gets back safe and sound. I don't really catch up with news, so in case they're already....ya know...in heaven....RIP. If they're not, sorry for saying that 

I was looking up the Internet when this article caught my eyes, relating to the recent missing flight.

Did you know that God has made an Air Asia plane flying into Singapore disappear with 162 passengers on board as a punishment for their sinful behavior? That’s right boys and girls, much like the Malaysian Air disappearance and crash, God has made a plane filled with mostly Inonesian passengers disappear. Why are planes carrying Indonesians disappearing more than any other types of plane? The answer is simple! The Indonesian people are a heathen people! They failed to keep Christ in Christmas, and now Christ chose to not keep their airplane in the air!

First of all, why would GOD do that ?! So, the person is clearly against Indonesians . Cruel of him to say that !!

God is striking down planes from this region of the world because these people are unwilling to embrace the Truth of Christ! If they would just embrace Jesus, then God would stop taking their planes! These people are ungodly heathens who are either Muslims, Buddhists, or Hindus. They worship in the jungle and reject Jesus! They are all going to burn in HELL unless they repent!

So the guy is a racist bastard. Everyone is entitled to their own beliefs whether you like it or not. Their beliefs is not yours to control. Only we have control over our self. And, this guy clearly doesn't know anything about religion. Do you really think that God ( Jesus in particular ) would kill people just because they don't worship him? If that's the case then a few billion people would be dead by now, considering on how many religions there are all around the world and how many people follow it.

Unlike True Christian nations like America that never have planes disappear, Malaysia, Singapore, and Indonesia have tons of planes disappear. WHy did this plane go down? The answer is simple. God is punishing the nation and the airline. The disappearance of this plane is a warning from God. If the countries of Indonesia, Malaysia, and Singapore do not repent, Jesus Christ and God the Father will continue to take airplanes from you.

I kinda feel bad for this guy as I'm about to take a gun and shoot his balls with it, sorry....not a gun. A rocket launcher fits better. If you want to talk about religion, don't make up shit okay ? Perhaps ironically you get on a flight and it goes missing. How would you like that? Have you no soul ?!

Repent Malaysia! Repent Indonesia! Repent Singapore! Stop allowing prostitutes to run around on corners in your midst! Get rid of those heathen Hindus and Muslims! Reject Satan and embrace Jesus! Your ungodly sinful tolerance of homosexuality will get you nowhere. God will keep punishing you until you repent!

You yourself should repent. Thou shall not use God's name in vain, especially to spread such lies. God is a just God, he would never do this. He's not the Devil okay? Don't make false statements like that. Seriously, you should just rot in hell yourself.

The disappearance of this plane is another judgment from God issued against these heathens. How can they stop this from happening in the future? They must be Born Again in Christ! Reject Ramadan, reject Muhammad, reject Buddhism, reject stupid heathen ways and embrace Jesus. That is the only way to heaven and to safety. All of the passengers on that flight were probably non-Christian and are truly in Hell.

This thing has gone out of hand. Reject Muhammad, reject Buddhism, and others ? Like I said , everyone's entitled to their own beliefs. If you're not satisfied with that, take a rock and crush your skull with it please. I'm a Christian myself but I would NEVER ask people to reject whatever they believe in because I live under something called RESPECT !

Let us pray. Dear Lord Jesus, please continue to take planes from the heathen parts of Asia until those sinners repent. Punish them for tolerating the gays, the non-Christians, and the ways of the savage. Crush them until they reject prostitution and embrace your holy word. Please lead the heathens to the Father and away from sin. Until then, continue tor reap punishments upon them until their ungodly spirits are broken. Then they may be reborn as children of Christ. In this your name we pray. Amen.

God hates AirAsia. God hates the heathens. And if you’re a heathen sympathizer, God hates YOU. Repent heathens, or further judgment awaits.

I’m Jim Solouki, and I’m a True Christian.

Let us pray. Dear Lord Jesus, forgive this pathetic person for HE has sinned and not THEM. No one is born perfect, we all have our own ways of thinking and doing things according to our own individual judgment. But this is too much. This is not the way of Christianity. How would he feel if his own family / relatives were in the plane. In his stupid face !!

God doesn't hate Air Asia.

The post ended with :

Rick Santorum is NOT a heathen sympathizer. Rick Santorum is God’s choice for president! Vote for Rick Santorum in 2016!

Personally, I'd vote for you to die. You don't deserve anything from the things you've just said about those unfortunate people on the plane. I just wish that you were in that flight yourself, smacked down right to your face with all your words of shame. Shame on you as a human. Shame on you as a Christian. You don't have any sense of humanity. YOU'RE the devil. Die !

For the full ORIGINAL article : 

https://creationsciencestudy.wordpress.com/2014/12/28/airasia-flight-qz8501-gods-true-warning/

I pray that everyone on the flight is okay . I forgot the plane's name....again sigh*