The video to my secret project is out. Hope you guys enjoy . Oh and be noted , there are some profanity inside , as this is somewhat of an explicit video. Profanities are mostly in Malay , so if you're not fluent in Malay , then - just let it be .

Video's below !

So , I don't do this often . As a matter of fact , it's my first time doing this . But , I've been working on a secret project.

Basically , I'm into the acting business , and would love to make that into a career for myself . Of course , working with people like Tom Cruise would put me into a coma , as that would be the happiest moment of my life . Not the coma part , the Tom Cruise part . No one likes being in a coma !

A friend from my class in college asked me to a part of his short film that he and his friends were doing . I said yes , and shortly after , I got the script . Turns out , the script perfectly sums up my real life situations - so why not . I mean , I'm basically acting as myself in a film , only with small twists here and there.

I do have many aspirations in life that I would love to achieve . At first , I wanted to become a professional StarCraft 2 player . But I realized that that wasn't going happen , as I wasn't good at the game . Later on , I wanted to make video games , but right before receiving my SPM results ( which I failed miserably ) - someone told me something that really shook my world and turned everything upside down :

" Just because you love playing video games , it doesn't necessarily mean you would like to create one "

That hit me kinda hard , and I had to rethink my life choices . 

Eventually I settled on the point where I like entertainment , therefore entertaining someone could be my thing . So , music and film it is !

This is my first acting role , and I did my best , though I didn't look very good when I saw some previews . So , I have some aspiration to go downstairs and start my workout routine , which I'm not really following anyways . Typical me .

Anyway , the whole shooting took a week , but I only showed up for 3 days as told by the director .

The whole thing consisted of 4 male actors ( excluding myself ) , and 3 female actresses .

I'll attach some previews of the FINAL day of shooting , which was today . Only attaching one scene which is the FINAL scene for the whole thing , which was basically me getting beaten up by two other guys in front of an ACTUAL police station . That went well . Thankfully , we didn't get arrested for noise pollution .

There will be two different videos : one that's explicit ( which will be uploaded onto my YouTube channel ) and a clean version which will be used for a competition.

Apparently if we were to win , that's about RM 30 , 000 up for grabs . I could easily buy myself a legit gaming laptop with that amount of cash . And go for a date , because - why not ?

Picture :

Girl : Crystal ( the sound girl )

Chinese guy with camera : Jinq Rui ( director and producer )

My working shoes at one point

Indian guy with camera : Advin ( idk what's his role )

Other Indian guy : Reubern ( did I spell it right ? Co-star )

Malay guy : Iqbal ( I believe . Other Co-Star )

Other casts :

Julian : original sound guy who's MIA 

2 other girls which I can't remember their names sorry 

2 other guys which isn't in the photos and I don't know their names.

Scenes above :

Bus stop scene 

Final scene ( beat down )

Hello , hello ! It's been a while . 

Ever since my last post though , I received a LOT of views , which , I thank you anonymous person for reading and probably sharing my website with your friends and all .

In the past , my Blog was just considered as a place to rant out my problems and such . But I guess now , I can use it to bring entertainment to people who are reading , and maybe some advice if I have any. I'm still young , so perhaps not everything I say and give will be useful as I have a lot of my life ahead of me which is yet to be discovered.

Since my last post , which was about 3 weeks ago - I've been very busy. Firstly , college life . College life is undoubtedly fun , as you get a lot of freedom to do things and more , as compared to school where the students have to follow a bunch of rules set up by the school , which some rules are so ridiculous , it's just invalid to exist as a rule .

I mean , when I was in school , I wasn't allowed to bring  those plastic water bottles to school . Why ? Because some mischievous kid just had to make the water bottle into a pressure cannon , where you twist the water bottle ( with the cap almost off ) , and then the pressure causes the bottle cap to propel through the air like a bullet - only less painful .

Things got out of hand and the pathetic ex principal made a dumb rule where plastic water bottles were banned , so about 90% of the time , I was dehydrated as I didn't have a proper water bottle to bring to school . So , screw you Pn Hamizan. 

Other highlights over the past few weeks was me completing my group presentation in college , which was harder than I expected , because everyone was all over the place without any proper instructions to do a certain something . But in the end we did a good job , and I'm happy about that . For our remarks , our lecturer told us that we're best in individual assignments , as most of the group project was handled by one person. 

As for me , I like being the lone wolf , so I guess individual assignments fit me nicely.

Next week though is my finals , and I'm not really making any good progress in my revision. Fingers crossed I don't fail this one as I would have to repeat the semester once again , which would be the worst thing that could ever happen to me.

Another thing that's good about my college is that I'm taking small steps closer to what I really like to do in life , which is to entertain . Writing this Blog is all about entertaining the reader that likes my content too . Thinking about what to write is being creative , which leads to - entertaining the readers.

I'm not saying that I want to make Blogging a living for myself , this is just temporary. I'm gonna put it as my online journal , where people can actually read without any restrictions. Whatever I have to say is all public and shared on this Blog alone . I don't own any other URL's ( except for a tester Blog which is what I use to test out new templates for this Blog ) - but there's nothing on that Blog .

I've already mentioned this before , but I'll just repeat myself in case you didn't read my previous posts . I would like to become a singer / actor . Then again , I'm an ugly person ( which explains why I don't post pictures of myself here as compared to other Bloggers ) .

There isn't much that's going on at the moment , so I'm just mentioning the highlights. Oh and , you should watch Ant-Man if you haven't. It's hilarious !

Take care guys :) Until next time

There are many aspects in life . And the road gets broader and broader each day as new things come out let it be in our government , media , technology , people and many other areas .

As human , we need to put our faith into something , or into someone . Looking up to a person as a role model , achieving something amazing for yourself and living up to your dreams , these are just some of the things that's really amazing about life .

Belief , is something you hold on to dearly . It's something that you might just dedicate your blood , sweat and tears into that belief . The belief that you , your friend , your relative , or even your children , are born for greater things , for the greater good .

I believe in many things myself . First off would be God . Attempts to convert me would prove worthless , as I believe in Jesus Christ , that he died on the cross and paid for all our sins , and being the Almighty One that rules over the planets , stars and the universe in whole .

I believe in equality . It doesn't matter what race you are , what religion you believe in , what skin color you have , and what gender you are , everyone's the same . We all breathe the same air , walk on the same ground , and live on the same planet . We are all , human beings . No one should be treated differently based on what they are or what they personally believe in . No one . Ever .

I believe in love as a universal thing . Everyone is different . There are many who are straight , some who are gay , bisexual and transgender . Regardless of which category you fall into , I believe that we all deserve to love and be loved , because love makes everyone happy . It brightens up your day . Seeing the one whom you just cannot lose , and wouldn't even dare dream of the day they're no longer around - is something special to everyone . 

I believe in greatness . Everyone is born for a purpose . To save a life , to make someone happy , or to be an inspiration to others , we're all born for greater things ahead of us . We might not know it yet , but choosing the right paths , and making the right decisions can lead us there , to a place where we're happy to be in , to be at . Dream , believe , achieve .

I believe in following your passion . You don't owe anything to anyone , so nobody can tell you what YOU need to become in the future . The future is for you , and you are the only one who can carve that future . Will you become the diamond in the rough , or tremble and burn into the ashes on the ground ? Find you . Find your way of life . Find your passion . Fight for it . Work every day and night for it . And eventually , it will all pay off .

I believe in life . We're all given this amazing opportunity to live a life on this beautiful planet . Go out there , explore , live life as an adventure , because we only have one life , and every second wasted on doing something pointless , would make you miss out on amazing things that could be happening right there , right now .

I believe in hope . Even in your darkest times , when there seems to be no way out , nowhere to go , no one to turn to , there's always a way , you just have to believe . Hope conquers fear , so stay strong , and never ever give up . Hope for the best , and achieve the best .

Lastly , I believe in me . I know I can do something for this world . To make someone proud of me . To make someone look up to me . To make a change . To inspire . To make this world a better place . I believe , that I can do it . It all just takes time , patience , dedication and effort . The rewards are astounding at the end of the road .

Believe . 

Recently , ( like around last week ) , I made an Instagram account . When you make a new social network account , you'll start off with 0 followers / friends / subscribers , 0 following and 0 posts . As for me , I started off with 13 , 000 followers with just 1 post (and followed about 100 other accounts)

News went around ( mainly because I shared a screenshot of my Instagram account on my Facebook ) , and I received a lot of messages . Most of the messages were :

And those were pretty much how most of the messages were . BUT , a few message caught my attention , so I'd like to take some time here to clarify some things .

" You bought followers " 

- First off , no I did not buy any followers . In case you didn't get the memo , I created this account ages ago , and had a LOT of posts on it . I deleted them all because I didn't really like the content , so I just wanted to start fresh . The account was a secret project of mine , isolated from everyone else , which is why no one ever knew about it - until now . I used a lot of hashtags , and most of them were from an app called Tags For Likes !

" At least I have real followers unlike you " 

- Lol . You've been jealous of me since day one , might as well just admit it Brandon . Don't waste your time and come up with lame and retarded insults just to make me feel like a jerk or something . Don't like me , just unfriend me . The button is right there . Heck , you're the one who sent me a request in the first place , after your stinking attitude towards my spam . Again , the unfriend button is right there . You can always argue with me , once you get 13 000 followers . Then I might shut up . Good luck .

I don't need to have a lot of followers or friends to make myself happy . Sure I consider myself a celebrity in my heart , but I don't need the spotlight . I'm just an average human being finding my own path in life at the end of the day , and I'm sure you're all doing the same as well .

I have this Blog which currently stands at 18 000 viewers in total , and that's not a lot . At all ! I don't make any money out of this , it's basically just a hobby . Well , until I get myself a bank account and start doing something . I never expected people to actually read my Blog , but I'm happy that there's someone out there that's interested in reading my stuff . Sure they might not read EVERYTHING , but in the end , I still get a reader count anyways . So thank you !

I have a YouTube channel that I made almost 3 years ago as something to kill off my time . I started off uploading videos of me playing Plants Vs Zombies , to some StarCraft videos and some music videos - in which case I deleted due to copyright ( well , not all of it ) . One day I uploaded a video on a Kamen Rider series in Japan , which got me tons of views - but it did take 2 years , so I really played the patient game ! My YouTube currently 1.1 M viewers and close to 1.3 K subscribers , which is pretty sweet !

My YouTube channel !

Along the way I made a Twitter account because apparently it was a necessity to have one , and since all of my friends have one . It has 6.2 K followers now as this Blog post goes up and if you're wondering how I got that far , I don't know . It could be because this account was once a K-Pop fanbase , and I did get a decent amount of following during that period of time .

I made a SnapChat recently , for purposes of stalking people , and rarely post my own Stories . But hey , you can follow me if you want ! I'm not forcing you !

SnapChat : gregjslow

Before I end this , disclaimer ! This post is not to promote any of my social networks . Yes I did leave a link to my YouTube channel , but you don't have to watch a video or subscribe if you don't feel like it . We all have our own freedom of choosing .

This Blog post is to basically clarify some stuff that has been circling around my news feed on Facebook and some other places , also to just shut the mouth of one jealous human being . Again , the unfriend button is right there mate !

Also , I'm not bragging or showing off , so don't take this the wrong way ! Even if you have very little posts on your Instagram or Twitter , only have about 100 followers , I'll follow you if you update consistently . Doesn't have to be daily , just be consistent , that's all it takes for me to follow you . 

I'm also not a celebrity !!

Congratulations to America that now gay marriage is legal in all 50 states ! Everyone deserves to be happy , whether they're straight , gay , bisexual or transgender !