It's been a very stressful month for me . Both college and my personal life has been bombarding me with every single nonsense that it could come up with. Just imagine 100 atomic bombs blowing up in Pearl Harbor at the same time . Imagine the devastation. That's pretty much what I'm going through at the moment.

Firstly , I have an assignment that consists of me covering a total of 12 events for a newsletter that I have to complete in a timespan of one month. It's easier said than done , and it's seriously stressful. A single event could take up two hours , or even your entire day. It's insanity on another level. 

I started off the month by covering one event , which is a sneak preview of my university's new campus that is still under construction. The building should be ready in a few weeks to accept students in , which excludes me as my department ( Communications ) will not be moving into the new building for now. In other words , I'll be stuck in the old building until I graduate , most likely.

Here are some pictures , for your viewing.

Picture of the international school's logo.

I've been on Blogger for a long time , longer than 3 years now. In that period of time , I've posted tons of Blog posts about how existential I am as a human being. I'm not the typical human being that lives life according to the flow of how everything goes day-by-day , as I mostly just stare into the emptiness of space and question myself about the things that humans might not have the answers to.

When you question something as big as the existence of everything that is existing in this world - and the Universe in all , you have to start from the very beginning. Now , being an extremely existential person doesn't mean that I'm always trying to figure out if the chicken or the egg came first. That's just a science question that each person has different answers and theories to.

In the beginning , there was one man . He is named by everyone as "God" . But what if things weren't that simple. What if "God" was a man-made thing so that us humans would believe in an Almighty and everlasting being ? Perhaps someone came up with a conspiracy of our Maker a very long time ago . This all leads to the " B.C " and " A.D. " If you're unsure of what those two mean , they are " before Christ " and " after death " - which is after the death of Jesus Christ.

Disclaimer : I am not doing a Bible study session , or a Sunday School lesson , so don't get things mixed up.

There are many different entities called " Almighty " . It ranges from Jesus , to Allah , to Buddha , and so on . But then again , could they be man-made ? I'm not stating that I don't believe in an Almighty , because I do go to church - occasionally . However , if you put things into an existential perspective , perhaps an Almighty might not even exist , and the terms of " Heaven " and " Hell " wouldn't exist too.

( And at this very moment I realize that the super religious people are mad at me )

Q : So , if you're saying that both Heaven and Hell doesn't technically exist , then what are they ?

A : I've never seen / been to Heaven , or Hell . Furthermore , who would want to go to Hell ? In life , everything is divided into two sides . It's like how the Ying and Yang works .


Q : Further explain the beginning of time

A : " In the beginning , God created the Heavens and the Earth , and everything in between " . That would be based on a biblical standard . A scientific mindset ? It does involve God , but it also involves other theories like how us humans were once apes and we learned to evolve over the past thousands of years. Dates . The year is 2016 , while there are also timestamps of B.C and A.D , which is technically the start of 0000 onwards. Then there's the longer period of millions of years ago . That involves the dinosaurs , giant spiders and the Megalodon . " Scientists made up dinosaurs to discourage time travel " . I don't think it's simple to make bones , bury them deep in the ground , then after a few decades dig them up again and claim them as a new discovery . Time travel ? Time cannot be altered . It's always moving forwards , not backwards , and it certainly doesn't pause at a specific interval. Time travel is pure fiction , and chances of it being discovered in reality is a close estimation to NEVER. Sorry for ruining your dreams of seeing the dinosaurs. But now if you think about it , the dinosaurs are huge - which means they'd step on you and you'd be dead . And what happens if your time machine stops functioning ? You'd be stuck in time , millions and millions of years ago. Go figure your life goals.

Q : What is the meaning of life ?

A : The straight forward truth would be to live it to it's fullest. But , it's not that simple. There are tons of obstacles that are in life , and you'd have to endure them all to survive.

You come into the world -> get into kindergarten -> get into elementary school -> get into high school -> get into university -> get a job -> get married -> retire -> enjoy your final moments in life . Then you're dead.

Depressing huh ?

I think I covered this topic before , but I'd like to talk about it again , and probably make things more complexed .

In an existential perspective ( which is what this whole Blog post is about anyways ) , life would mean to experience and learn things to be independent and survive in a harsh world with a lot of struggles and problems. The purpose ? Scroll up to the part where I mentioned about an everlasting war between Heaven and Hell . "Living" is basically boot camp , in which whatever you do and the choices you make in life would determine where you'd go to in the afterlife , and which side you'd be fighting alongside for all eternity.

Q : How existential are you ?

A : Very existential.

Q : What does "existential" even mean ?

A : To end this Blog post which went everywhere , in my opinion - the term existential means that you tend to always question life in a very in-depth point of view , and you live a very dark and demented life.

I'm not the type to keep track and up-to-date with dates , literally any date in particular. Heck , I tend to forget when my mum and dads birthdays are , so it gets pretty awkward when I finally find out that it's today , and totally forget to wish them. Terrible son ......

Anyways , I'm early. A week and a half early I believe. It basically marks three years since I've had this Blog . I actually started Blogging around early 2011 , but I deleted that Blog and everything that was written in that Blog altogether. But , since that Blog doesn't exist , I'm counting from this one instead. And , many things have happened ever since this Blog started. So , I'm going back down memory lane to all the activities that happened during these three years. 

When you start a story , obviously it has to begin at the beginning of it all. So , it's going to start from my very first Blog post here , all the way to the present. I will not link any of the posts here , so just treat this as a small story that I'm reflecting upon.

In 2013 , that was when I got my first smartphone , the Samsung Galaxy S3 Mini. What does a Mini look like ? Here's the Mini beside the iPhone 4S for comparison .

2015 came along and that was the start of my new chapter in life , college. I didn't have much expectations at first , and it was all mostly just me being the lone wolf walking the path by myself. Of course , it never works out and I made some friends . 

In 2015 , I starred in a YouTube video which received a lot of buzz , and earned my friend the first place in a competition - and that's pretty sick. All the credit definitely has to go to my granduncle for sharing the video to each and every staff member of my college , because he's the CEO .

FUN FACT : I am related to the CEO of the university. I'm not related by blood , but by family name. 

2015 could possibly be the most important year for me , as I figured out what I wanted to become in the future , and I managed to pave myself a road to my own dreams and desires that I hope to achieve. Being in the YouTube video was my very first experience in front of the camera , and it was scary as I was the main actor , in a debut. 

I like to call the whole thing my "debut" on YouTube , which to be fair - I will get to it soon.  

For Christmas , my dad got me a MacBook Pro , for video editing and work , which I should get started on. The only roadblock I have now is my crazy college schedule and all the assignments that I have to complete. 2016 should be fun , as I'm looking forward for what the year has in store for me !

 I'm the type of person that spends most of their time , no - their life on the Internet. The Internet has it's ups and downs , and it's own good and bad. But this Blog post isn't going to be about negativity. As mentioned on the Blog title , this post is entirely about YouTube , and why it's my most visited site ( besides Facebook , Twitter , and many more ).

News flash / Bloopers / Outtakes :

So this is what happened. I had tons of ideas on how I can ruin my family's name even more , and inevitably add more links to videos that subject to my epic fail of a life , until my brain decided to shut down and my eyes stopped functioning. Yes , I fell asleep. 

Highly possible that it's a superior entity in the Universe telling me to stop all this rambling , and upload this weird and messed up Blog update. This is what happens when you're completely clueless on what to write , and you somehow decide that it would be a great idea to kick into overdrive and write about something that you're interested in , but blank on ideas , and then subject to the point on just complaining about how bad your family is , then add links to videos on things that are legitimately how my life goes on by on a daily basis. 

I should start a mini-series in my 10-week Blog posts. Will keep you updated ! Take care !

So this is my fourth Blog post in a 10-week college assignment , and to make things way better , I don't have a title for this Blog post. As a matter of fact , I'm pretty much blank as I'm typing all this down. But just try to go along with the flow , and maybe you'll enjoy reading this. 

Valentines Day just passed by , but it was just another normal day for me in the year. Why ? Mainly because I'm single , so it wouldn't make a lot of sense for me to even celebrate it. Come on , what am I supposed to be cuddling and smooching with ? A teddy bear ? That's just sad . Like , just picture "sad" , only way sadder - like really , really sad. That is utterly depressing for some reason.

Deadpool came along too. Movie of the year ? Not close , not even close. I found the movie really short , even though it was 1 hour and 50 minutes long. Reason(s) are as follows. The trailer itself revealed the whole movie from start to finish. The adult humor and other dumb jokes weren't included inside the trailer , but Deadpool is all about the vulgarities , the non-stop talking and being your typical anti-hero type of superhero. I'm not complaining about the vulgarities and all , as the movie is clearly rated 18+ and in America , it's rated R , as seen below.