Recently , ( like around last week ) , I made an Instagram account . When you make a new social network account , you'll start off with 0 followers / friends / subscribers , 0 following and 0 posts . As for me , I started off with 13 , 000 followers with just 1 post (and followed about 100 other accounts)

News went around ( mainly because I shared a screenshot of my Instagram account on my Facebook ) , and I received a lot of messages . Most of the messages were :

And those were pretty much how most of the messages were . BUT , a few message caught my attention , so I'd like to take some time here to clarify some things .

" You bought followers " 

- First off , no I did not buy any followers . In case you didn't get the memo , I created this account ages ago , and had a LOT of posts on it . I deleted them all because I didn't really like the content , so I just wanted to start fresh . The account was a secret project of mine , isolated from everyone else , which is why no one ever knew about it - until now . I used a lot of hashtags , and most of them were from an app called Tags For Likes !

" At least I have real followers unlike you " 

- Lol . You've been jealous of me since day one , might as well just admit it Brandon . Don't waste your time and come up with lame and retarded insults just to make me feel like a jerk or something . Don't like me , just unfriend me . The button is right there . Heck , you're the one who sent me a request in the first place , after your stinking attitude towards my spam . Again , the unfriend button is right there . You can always argue with me , once you get 13 000 followers . Then I might shut up . Good luck .

I don't need to have a lot of followers or friends to make myself happy . Sure I consider myself a celebrity in my heart , but I don't need the spotlight . I'm just an average human being finding my own path in life at the end of the day , and I'm sure you're all doing the same as well .

I have this Blog which currently stands at 18 000 viewers in total , and that's not a lot . At all ! I don't make any money out of this , it's basically just a hobby . Well , until I get myself a bank account and start doing something . I never expected people to actually read my Blog , but I'm happy that there's someone out there that's interested in reading my stuff . Sure they might not read EVERYTHING , but in the end , I still get a reader count anyways . So thank you !

I have a YouTube channel that I made almost 3 years ago as something to kill off my time . I started off uploading videos of me playing Plants Vs Zombies , to some StarCraft videos and some music videos - in which case I deleted due to copyright ( well , not all of it ) . One day I uploaded a video on a Kamen Rider series in Japan , which got me tons of views - but it did take 2 years , so I really played the patient game ! My YouTube currently 1.1 M viewers and close to 1.3 K subscribers , which is pretty sweet !

My YouTube channel !

Along the way I made a Twitter account because apparently it was a necessity to have one , and since all of my friends have one . It has 6.2 K followers now as this Blog post goes up and if you're wondering how I got that far , I don't know . It could be because this account was once a K-Pop fanbase , and I did get a decent amount of following during that period of time .

I made a SnapChat recently , for purposes of stalking people , and rarely post my own Stories . But hey , you can follow me if you want ! I'm not forcing you !

SnapChat : gregjslow

Before I end this , disclaimer ! This post is not to promote any of my social networks . Yes I did leave a link to my YouTube channel , but you don't have to watch a video or subscribe if you don't feel like it . We all have our own freedom of choosing .

This Blog post is to basically clarify some stuff that has been circling around my news feed on Facebook and some other places , also to just shut the mouth of one jealous human being . Again , the unfriend button is right there mate !

Also , I'm not bragging or showing off , so don't take this the wrong way ! Even if you have very little posts on your Instagram or Twitter , only have about 100 followers , I'll follow you if you update consistently . Doesn't have to be daily , just be consistent , that's all it takes for me to follow you . 

I'm also not a celebrity !!

Congratulations to America that now gay marriage is legal in all 50 states ! Everyone deserves to be happy , whether they're straight , gay , bisexual or transgender !

Let's just start off with a long , winding , brain twisting , mind blowing , no-one-even-cares post. But then again , thanks for reading my pointless blog ( not affiliated with Alfie Deyes ) anyways .

How are you guys , hope you're doing well , doing fine . Great, let's move on . I don't usually start my posts off like this with a really nice greeting and being concerned about you guys , but I'm not a bad person , so why not do just that.

College started * looks into the abyss of death * . Technically , it ain't all bad , although the road ahead can be a bit rocky , if not ... there isn't a road at all , because I might just quit and be the failure that I usually am ........ Moving on .

There's 10 of us in the Communications Diploma course . They range from pretty much everything a classroom should have - the foreigner , the smart one , the one who's really close to their parents and asks their parents for help all the time , the annoying one , the " I don't give a dam " one , the cute one , the K-Pop fanatic , the singer , the hardworking one , the anime fanatic , and the dark and mysterious . I might be missing out some pointers , but nevertheless , I love you guys ( if you're reading this ) - probably might not give my website link to them anyways , but along the road , who knows .

Of course , the lecturers are really nice , I mean , I gotta give them positive remarks - after all , we're all allowed to bring coffee into the class , which is one thing that schools don't allow because school sucks . Nuff said.

Really shouldn't be typing all this reckless nonsense down because well , I have some work to do , but I promised myself I'd update my Blog sometime , and I chose the worst time to do it . Well done Greg , well done.

Anyways , on a shorter note , Pentatonix is gonna perform live in 2 days which is really exciting , as I did have to wait a stinking month just for this , so that's something to look forward to.

Briefly pause for a moment , as I would like to pay respect to my late grand auntie who passed away . RIP , you will be missed .

( I'm actually writing this down as some sort of script , usually that works for a video or a vlog , but since I'm a dumbass and have no clue on how to record myself talking in front of a camera , all the stuff jumbled up in my head , shall be written down here , or typed down , whichever works best )

Looking forward on this journey with the new friends I've made in college , and I guess it's time to delete some of my old friends , since most of them are assholes and don't want to talk to me . Not gonna mention who , figure it out yourself ....... lol

Basically the whole point of this Blog post was just to let you guys know that I hit a million views in total on YouTube. That's a really big deal , since my content is really crappy . And I'm pretty sure 90% of them are on "copyright" warnings .

But , yeah *claps* *explodes confetti*

YouTube : http://bit.ly/1FPV9HB

As you can read from the big title coloured in purple (I believe) you'll probably already have a glimpse about what I'm about to say today.

First of all,I'm gonna make this official that I shall not treat my mum as my mum anymore?Of course this thought will go away eventually but for the time being,I hate her so much that I don't really care about her anymore.

Flashback time

When I was young,well I'm still young :3......yes she did take care of me.But under those sheets of white,lies a whole bed of black.I'm sorry if you don't understand,I'm awful with words.

My towel rack,or hanger whatever was and is very high up (well I was short so yeh). I had to climb up the bath tub to hang up the towel when I was still in primary school.

Once,I fell down,hard. My mum saw everything and instead of picking me up she said :

"Oh,good for you! Who asked you to play around? Hmph"

WHAT THE F*CK ?!

What kind of a mother  woman is she?! Normal people would help their kid up but she?NO! Instead,she accuses me of playing around which I didn't.

She can go pray to Jesus if she wants to know the truth,but God might just twist this whole fact around because He hates me no matter how much I trust in Him -_-"

Okay,I do go to church and I do pray to Him,but I'm really confused.People say that things that happen in your life are fated,but am I that unlucky to be :

ADOPTED -> FOSTER PARENTS DIVORCE -> BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT BY MY "MUM" AND MY DAD IS TECHNICALLY HOPELESS -> EXPECT ME TO RESPECT OTHERS WHEN I DON'T GET RESPECT FROM MY OWN GOD DAMNED FAMILY.

And a new thing,getting my phone confiscated from me at the WRONG times!

Now,during this day of technology it's hard to be left alone without a phone,TV,computer or iPads and tablets.

BUT I have a reason to be addicted to this.

I have tons of Whatsapp messages coming in daily from my school and a lot of them are pretty important. So when I get my phone confiscated and I find / get it back,I'd have around 200+ new messages and of course you don't expect me to be scrolling through all of them huh?

And of course my side course is my games,which mainly is Clash of Clans. Add on my music which I can't live without!

So back to my flashback while I listen to Rap God :3

I was accused by my friend's (Justin's) late grandfather around 5 years back because he suspected me teaching Justin how to lie,when I didn't because Justin is my best friend / brother and I wouldn't teach him something bad.

SO instead of protecting me,she went against me and started accusing me herself although she had no clue what was going on.

So.....that's f*cked up! Technically I got sabotaged from two sides as if she was at the old man's side the whole time / or they plotted the whole thing together.

Yes I had a really awful childhood,and it can't get any better..

People say that a house is only as good as it's foundation and a person is only as good or bad as their childhood.

Well since you've had a small glimpse of my childhood and as usual,a childhood could take a century to get the story done,I'm a loner because I just find myself unfit with other people. But I broke the barrier a long time ago because when there's a will there's a way.

My whole life I've always been treated like shit although it's only a sum of 20% of my 17 years but it hurts a lot! Don't bother about my backstabbing experiences and my break up with a girl,this hurts more.

What's worse is that I never had my dad with me.He was always in Hong Kong and it takes a miracle for me to contact him.So my journey all this while was tough,real tough.

I've had tons of private showers on my bed and I've had so many tough nights that I had to literally cry myself to sleep because NOBODY was there when I was treated like crap or felt like crap. My friends can't be there 24/7 :'(

I've prayed to God,constantly wishing for a better life,but things don't come easy unless you work and believe on it.I did work,I did believe. Nothing changed.

People say God takes time,but how long?! I'm not doubting him but being 2,000 years old means you can't do things fast? Or am I not as important unlike others who just cry because they didn't get the phone of their dreams and during Christmas they get it?

My Christmas by far isn't fun.I've never made a Christmas tree before,I've never hanged socks up and I've never actually had a good Christmas where tons of gigantic atomic bomb size presents are just waiting in the hall with my name on top of the wrapper.

My birthdays have never been fun as well.Yes I had birthdays where my whole family is together but they don't do much with each other because that's how thin their relationship is.

Most birthdays,I celebrate it with my mum and her 70+ year old friends. I've had people staring at me thinking why do I have such old friends around me.Well I don't obviously.I just don't have ANYONE to celebrate with and all my friends are too badass for my mum

She's quite retarded if you'd as me because all she knows is how to pray to God and don't give a damn about the real world,which is something that everyone should be afraid of

I've shared this to my friends and they always say " I pity you bro" and I keep telling them "Be grateful for having a great family" although they have their own complications. But they don't suffer like I do.

There's a word that says "God,Family,Friends,You" but in my case I'd say "Friends,You,Family,God" because I've never had anything easy in my life before.

Although I own a lot of phones,but my mum thinks that they're hers and she starts using it to store her rubbish such as weird messages and numbers.

I regretted sharing my computer with my mum,because she uses it a lot to download documents from the internet. Although websites such as porn sites gets a lot of viruses into your computer or whatever you use to watch it,but church websites gets MORE viruses into the computer.

Don't believe me?

http://www.slate.com/articles/technology/technology/2012/05/malware_and_computer_viruses_they_ve_left_porn_sites_for_religious_sites_.html

SO even godly sites has it's own devils.

My pervious Lenovo kept crashing because of this.And she kept accusing me and never herself but all I really do with my laptop is to play StarCraft and just go onto social websites.

My mum sent it for repair on the first week of last year,and I never got it back.I repeat. I NEVER GOT IT BACK.

My mum loves stealing stuff,and with the Toys R Us incident,she totally put the blame on me and expected me to confess on something that's bullshit because I didn't do it.

What does she steal?

My money.I always lose it.She gives this lame excuse that she's gonna put it in the bank or it's in a safe,BUT FOR WHAT?! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! GIVE ME BACK ALL OF MY MONEY YOU PIECE OF SH!T

I've never ever slept in peace thinking that my wallet would be at the EXACT same place the next morning in the EXACT placement that I left it last night.

She's never bought ANYTHING that I wanted so badly,such as a smartphone or a laptop. All she could say was "Ask dad". I had to beg my dad for my Samsung and I was only able to get my new Lenovo because of my grandma that felt touched after hearing that I would save up all of my money to get a new computer.

EVERYTHING IS BAD FOR ME.

Salmon,Sarsi,100 Plus,Coke,anything you can think of,is bad for me! What's good for me?Praying to God.

When I took up taekwondo,she went to my master personally and told him :

"You know,we as Christians don't believe in fighting,we should just pray to God"

Do you really believe that God can help you all the time?

I've given up on him myself.

If you have a brain unlike my mum, just think this logically.When a person is pointing a knife to you asking for your money,will you

A: Defend yourself
B: Pray to God that everything will be alright

Obviously A right?! See,she's such a dumbass !!

I've had around 200 fights with her last year alone and she keeps telling me that a demon is possessing me and she even brought me to counseling which was a total waste of time because I'm totally okay.She's the Devil that I'm fighting.

Okay I believe I didn't finish my phone story. Why was it confiscated?

On Tuesday,I decided to finish ALL of my homework once and for all.But because the night before I couldn't sleep so I was up all night,I crashed right after school and woke up around 4.30.

I wanted to start on my homework right away,but she called up and told me to get ready as she's gonna take me out for dinner.Fine.

She then fetched me up,drove all the way to PJ just to deliver a packet of cigarettes to a woman (as if that person couldn't buy it herself or something idk) and then went to other houses just to bug people before actually going for dinner which was already around 8

We had dinner at a steamboat restaurant and it was like a buffet where you pick your own food and stuff.I picked my own food and went to my table to sit down. My mum then came and asked me to get drinks for her and an old man that was along with us,and other billion stuff along the way. I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MAID SO BLOODY GET SOME OF THE STUFF YOURSELF.

I was so mad that I couldn't actually eat anymore so I said that I'm hungry.The old man asked me if I wanted ice cream or a chicken so I declined.I don't know,but I guess that stupid woman must have thought that I was being rude to her stupid friend so she STOLE my phone the next day.

When I asked her for it,she could just answer "Oh,I don't know,it's not with me." SHE doesn't deserve to be a Christian,in fact she doesn't deserve to be a human. Get out of my life!!

I want my real mom,the one I've always wanted to see and hug and tell her about all the miseries she's caused me and how much I hate her!

ALL my dad and mom (currently) could say was "your mum didn't have enough money to support you,so she had to give you away"

WELL YOU GAVE THE WRONG KID TO THE WRONG FAMILY.

WHY?

Because I'm smarter,faster and more deadlier than anyone in my family because I don't hesitate in decisions when I'm mad,that includes attempting to take my own life thrice and almost killing someone in school because he pissed me off.

I know my dad,grandma,aunt and other family members are reading this,and I'm not giving a damn because I want the WHOLE world to know how much I hate this life,this family,this mom!

So if you or your friends have problems in life,tell them to read this post.Maybe they could feel grateful that their parents at least love them.

I had to work hard to get where I am.I did volunteer work and earned RM50 which is pretty okay,but my mum stole the cash.

While I was in Jakarta last week,my mum asked me to hand over my wallet to check to see how much money I have. Money minded b!tch. She saw my RM50 that I've been saving up and she took the money and gave it to my brother in front of me and could even dare say "this money is for you"

If I could leave her,I would.In fact,I can.I tried but she won't let me leave because if I leave her she wouldn't get any allowance from my dad anymore and she'd have to get her own money.

In the end,I've been

1. Robbed
2. Abused
3. Harassed
4. Cheated on
5. Backstabbed
6. Disrespected
7. Accused of things I didn't do
8. Cast out
9. Lonely
10. Suffering in silence
11. Treated like shit
12. Unloved
13. Uncared for

It's that time of the year,the time of celebration,the time of reunion,and the time of ang pau XD

It's Chinese New Year,and I'm very excited about it.First of all,of course - the ang pau I'm getting.I'm so broke at the moment,that the word "poor" wouldn't even fit to describe me.

Second,reunion with my family members.I think it's time that I chat with my cousins because we seem like total strangers,only saying "Hi" to one another then going our separate ways.

Third,I'll have more things to update on my Blog :D

I've been struggling to actually come up with any posts starting from the first day of the year (I believe I posted something that day) until now.It's all due to school,and of course,I hate that.Majority of the things in my school might not even apply to my life as I'm finding a job in the future

Which means - something in the music industry or a graphic designer/game designer.

I get tons of homework per day,I'm starting to feel like a Singaporean student,and I know that the Singapore standard is tough.Salute to those who survived school in Singapore,and all the best for everyone else who's struggling with the stress the teacher puts on you and the additional tuition that your parents enrolled you into.

I was very curious on how Singapore is when I was a kid,and I really wanted to study there.

SO,my mum signed me up on a scholarship to Singapore right after I finished my year 6 in school.I'm not sure,but do you guys (Singaporeans) learn add maths when you're year 7?Because honestly I failed so badly during the examination,and I'm still here in a government school in Malaysia,not that I'm complaining,but I could really use massage chairs and air conditioning in the classrooms.

Other reasons why I'm struggling with my Blog posts would be the excessive anime schedule I put my eyes and brain up to.The instant I come back from school,I shower,eat then watch Yu Gi Oh for the whole day because it's that good,and I love Japanese stuff. P.S. - I'm part Japanese too ^.^

I'm sure you came across Yu Gi Oh when you were small,but if you didn't then it's okay.I'm just curious how your childhood was then :P

I assume it's gonna take a while,maybe even longer than a month,but I'm betting my time on it,so I hope my genes and my hair doesn't screw up my ultimate plans to end my school life.

Oh,not to mention,I wan't my hair dark red too :D 

I guess that sums up on my issues.

This week - lots of ang pau and money :D

and Robocop with my friends whom have not united for quite a while because 2 of us went separate ways.

Well,I hope you guys enjoy your holidays,and to the people who's celebrating Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai Ang Pau Gya Lai XD 

Enjoy yourselves :)

If you're wondering why I named this post "End Of An Era?" nope it's not about dinosaurs because you can just Google that - which if I were to be talking about them,I'd be taking 99% of the info from Google.

This post is probably one of my final posts if not THE final post - ever.

Why?

Well,I'm really busy with Year 11 work and it's hectic.Lots of homework,tuition and activities which takes up too much of my energy and I don't have reserves to actually type anything down on the keyboard - you understand what I'm saying?

Anyways,my week has been crazy of course,tuition and my activities.The good thing is that this week has 2 holidays,which means only 3 days of school.Though it's on a Tuesday and a Friday - not aligned,but it's better than nothing.One was for the Awal Muharam thing,I hope I spelled it corretly,and Thaipusam.

I watched Mandela - Long Walk To Freedom yesterday and it was the most touching thing I've ever seen since.....ever. (I guess technically Hachiko was touching,because I did cry)

I don't really have to tell you Mandela's story do I?You can just Google :P

Last night was cell group.And it was fun,like always.Cell group literally completes my week because I get to spend some quality time with my friends and get to know God better,which is something I've been too busy to even think of.So it's like a good time to worship Him and praise Him for what he's given me through the week and weeks to come. ^.^

Today,taek won do.Yes,it's tough,especially with the horse riding stance thingi.Not easy,and I think I need replacement robotic legs now because it hurts like crazy!!

Some random cat pictures my uncle sent me through Whatsapp

Bruce Lee the 2nd in the making,sort of :3

Well,my week is done.Technically I'm watching Lone Survivor tomorrow,and it's PG 18 - whatever.I'm gonna enjoy some gory shooting scenes haha

Hope you guys have a great week and Happy Chinese New Year to whoever is celebrating :D

Happy New Year peeps!

It's the 1st of January 2014 and it has been a great day for me!

First off,I managed to enjoy my last day of holidays by going to Mid Valley after not being there since forever.

I also managed to get my hands on these 

Those are 5 of the 11 booster packs that I managed to get for Vanguard (Link Joker)

I finally found the latest Diary of a Wimpy Kid book and I can't wait to read it,though I didn't finish reading Mockingjay yet.

My own personal card holder,or bag.

I ended this fun day by watching Jackie Chan's latest movie - Police Story 2013 in Gold Class and man,it was fantastic.

The seats are adjustable,from a sitting position to a sleeping position.And you have a button to call for service which is awesome!

Me daddy :3

There are only like 20 seats available for bookings and it ain't cheap.So I did have a really cozy day with the blankets and the air conditioner blasting ice all around.Yup,it was pretty cold.Even my hot dog turned into a cold dog after entering the room for 2 minutes.

Not to forget that my Sprite drink lost it's fuzziness after a while too.